Sabtu, 26 Mei 2012

never knew i needed- ne-yo

(ooh)
for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction

for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing 
(oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again 

(oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily

 (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you smile and how you comfort me

 (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter

 (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed 

(oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed

 (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who knew that I could be here

 (who knew that i could be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly

 (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy

 (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me

 (oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed

 (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed 

(needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

payphone- maroon 5

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change i've spent on you
Where Have the times gone baby
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two


Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember
The people we used to be
It's even harder to picture
That you're not here next to me

You say it's too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And then that time that you wasted
All of our bridges burnt down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I've spent on you
Where have the times gone baby
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this 
All those fairytales are full of it

One more stupid love song I'll be sick.

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away

You can't expect me to be fine
I don't expect you to care

I know I said it before
But all of our bridges burnt down

I've wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change i've spent on you
Where have the times gone baby
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
And all those fairytales are full of it 

One more stupid love song i'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone...

[Wiz Khalifa]
Man f-k that sh-t
I'll be out spending all this money while you sitting 
round
Wondering why it wasn't you who came up from nothing
Made it from the botton
Now when you see me i'm stunting
And all of my cause a way to push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call 
it

Switched the number to my phone
So you never can call it
Don't need my name, or my show

You can tell it i'm ballin'
Shish, what a shame coulda got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could've saw
But sad to say it's over for it
Phantom roll out valet open doors
Where's the car way, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go take that little piece of sh-t with you
I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change i've spent on you
Where are the times gone baby
It's all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
And all these fairytales are full of shit

One more fuckin' love song i'll be sick

Now i'm at a payphone...

Senin, 21 Mei 2012

membebaskan ekspresi

berpura-pura itu menyakit kan. menyakit kan karna engkau tak dapat membebaskan ekspresi mu dan tidak dapat menunjukan siapa dirimu sebenar nya ke semua orang dan engkau tak dapat membebaskan dirimu sendiri terbang ke udara.

wajahnya

aku lelah melihat wajah-wajah mereka. wajah-wajah yang aku tahu munafik. yang dapat ku lihat merka tersenyum padaku. yang sesungguh nya mereka membenci ku, tak suka pada ku. aku thau itu. aku dapat melihat nya walau itu tak terlihat.

Rabu, 02 Mei 2012

di ambang kematian

bodoh memang kedengaran nya. kalo gue mau berada di amabang kematiann, yaitu koma. semenjak kejadian buruk itu menimpa gue, entah kenapa gue pengen ada di ambang kematian. untuk ngeliat siapa nanti nya yang akan nyariin gue, yang perduli sama gue, nungguin gue untuk kembali hidup, yang kangen sama gue bahkan masih setia sama gue sampe dia gak lupa sama gue.

maafin aku ya allah atas kebodohan yang kuingin kan ini. akiu hanya ingin tau siapa yang masih tetap menunggu ku.

terimakasih ya allah aku masih hidup, dengan pengalaman yang radom ini. thanks god i'm still breathing